my decision

i don't think that i can make you happy. But you must be happy so may be leaving you, pretending i don't care at all, ignoring you is the best effort that i can do just for you. I hope you will be mad of me, leaving me (i know it's painful but i just can not be selfish on you). so you could find someone else that i'm sure can make you happy. I know my days will be empty, hurt but i know i can make it through. You deserve to be happy, all my good pray and hope just for you. I didn't regret this feeling (thankful for it), but deeply sorry for the ending..the truth is i still care about you so much, but let it be just a secret forever